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2007-03-16T14:45:00.000-04:00

Hey, I just realized that I don't actually have to put in a title, which is good, because I never really have any idea what to name each post anyway.

Tonight is guy's night, as well as girls night, so I think its a pretty obvious assumption to guess which one I'll be going to, ya know with the penis and all that. I was supposed to go to work tonight but my boss called me and told me that i didn't need to come in because it wasn't busy. I still work tomorrow night, which sucks, but I'll live, even though this is my only free night this weekend, and you witches steal my girlfriend for the whole night(you know who you are). Oh... well, I have some leftovers from Michelle's on tuesday night, so I should be able to make it interesting. Plus I have two shots of disorono in jon's freezer that I could drink, so we'll see how tonight turns out.
*note to self, blog more.
-Bert

2007-03-05T12:07:00.000-05:00

Well apparently I opened up blogger, which I honestly don't remember doing, I just looked over and there was a tab that said blogger dashboard, so I figured I should take the obvious hint of whom ever opened it, and write a blog.

My computer finally working has been fun, I haven't been getting much sleep (supprise supprise). Yesterday turned out to be fun, role playing got canceled, due to the less than superb health of the GM (get well soon Tunga). I ended up at aaron's, for a bit, then we went to jon's for t.v. night, it was enjoyable. And today is a snow day, which probably means I will be sitting around the house, playing dawn of war until I have to go to work. I should also probably eat some food. Hmmm.... food.

YAY!!!!!!

2007-03-03T23:00:00.000-05:00

My computer is functioning properly again!!! I am very happy, this is the first day my computer has worked in almost a month. I'm probably not going to get much sleep tonight, but thats ok since i have nothing to do tomorrow, other than roleplaying. I am very very happy!

GAH!!!!

2007-02-06T15:23:00.000-05:00

I've had enough of no school, I want to go back!! Oh, and my computer is not operational for a bit, until ken can put a new copy of windows on it, so I am posting this now to let people know I will be unreachable on the internet for a while, call my cell instead!!

Oops!

2007-02-03T14:54:00.000-05:00

Hehe, I kind of forgot to update my blog for like two weeks, oh well, it happens. It probably had to do with the fact that I didn't really have anything interesting to talk about. Things have been going good, all things considered, work has been good, so has everything else. I was supposed to work at 5 today, but apparently now its 3:30, and I don't know why. Oh well, I don't care, the earlier I go to work, the more money I make, which is good. I'm very full, I've eaten a lot since I got up at noon. I had two english muffins with peanut butter and honey, a couple of glasses of milk, an apple, and some type of cake Ken made. And now I'm going to go to work and eat even more. Well I should get going, seeing as though I have to clean the bathroom before I go to work.
Bye!
-Bert

sunday monday

2007-01-16T09:13:00.000-05:00

Sunday was fun, roleplaying was cool. Yesterday was an interesting day, it started with me getting up at like 11 and then kyle and steve showed up like 20 minutes later. We went to wal-mart to buy food. After we got food, we went down to tunga's to hang out and eat, we watched Jesus Christ: Vampire Hunter, which is a very good low budget movie about, you guessed it, Jesus hunting vampires. And we did all that before I had to work at 5. I worked, it was a fairly good day, it was darn slow, and easy. After work I went back to Tunga's to hang out with him and kyle. We watched a pretty good short anime series called Macros:Zero, it was cool, with some darn good mecha transformation scenes. After that we watched Clash of the Titans, a really old(1981 i think) movie about Zeus' son Perseus. It was pretty good all things considered, it even had Sir Lawrence Olivier in it(he was Zeus). After Clash of the Titans, I came home, that was at about 5 am, and i have been sitting here just pissing time away for a while. I probably should have slept, I may get sleepy today, good thing I don't have to work.
-Bert

Update

2007-01-13T16:39:00.000-05:00

The last few days have been good, overall, I got some of my anger out last night, not violently, for the most part anyway. I downloaded the complete Rush collection, every song from every album. Man Rush kicks ass. I have to go to work soon, I was supposed to work yesterday, but ended up hanging out with Janine, Sam, Kevin, Marshall, Kenny(douche), Aaron, and Kelton because my boss told me to take the day off when I got there. Some of us went down to the Green Guild store to hang out with Andrew Simon. Its a cool place, as I think I've said before, and they are starting a membership program, which would be cool. They are trying to spark youth involvement in the community, and I think they have some cool ideas. yay Role-playing tomorrow, and I'm still confused as to how the half bear who weighs almost 300lbs and is 6'11", could end up dating the only female character in the campaign(as of jamie's recent expulsion), especially when said female character is like 4'11" and weighs like a hundred pounds.
Things have gone well lately, but i think my mom may be a little paranoid, like when she thought i was screening my calls so i didn't have to talk to her, when I really just have a terrible memory, and remembering to call my mom isn't always the top thing on the list. Well I need to go now, yay work!
-Bert

Wednesday

2007-01-10T10:33:00.000-05:00

Today is the first of two days off work, which sucks, because, near as I can tell, I won't have anything to do for both days off. I'm sure I can find something to do, but it won't be what I want to do. I am supposed to go to school today and yell at people on behalf of someone who shall remain nameless. I really want to, but I think a lot of people would be mad at me, but fuck 'em, if I do it, then it's because I wanted to, and it will be fun, but there is the off chance that something will put me in the mood not to yell at people, but that doesn't happen very often. I like Cradle of Filth. I do not like the cold weather, but it probably only bothers me because I continually wear my trench-coat, and I should probably start wearing my winter jacket, but oh well. I think I may be getting sick, possibly, but I could just be paranoid. I'm sure I'll find out if I am or not. Overall things are good, I'm happy, no major complaints in life.
-Bert

End of Vacation

2007-01-08T12:08:00.000-05:00

Today is the end of my vacation time, which sucks, I have to go back to work, back to school, but oh well... I get money, and get to see people more often. Hmm..... News..... Oh yeah, I got my tongue pierced a few days ago, which didn't really hurt, but listerine all the time is a pain in the ass, and it is difficult to eat some things, I've been living off of popcorn, mini-eggs, ice cream, and bottled watter for the past couple days, which is easy because I don't eat much. Overall things have been going good, I have been without my cellphone for a couple days which sucks, but I should get it back today, at least I better..... Oh yeah, role-playing picked back up again yesterday, strange things are going on. I should probably go now, see you all later.
-Bert

Bah!

2007-01-03T12:15:00.000-05:00

Well, I am not allowed to drink absinthe anymore, after last night. I don't really feel like drinking at all for the next little while, and if I could hang out with someone who doesn't smoke pot a lot, then I wouldn't mind cutting that out of my system for a little while. But unfortunately that person is unavailable. It would be nice to go out and do something, I don't know, movies or something. I just want to take it easy, my body is still in the process of recovering from the last week. oh well.
-Bert

Bah!

2006-12-29T14:43:00.000-05:00

This weekend should be boring. I have to work at 5 for the next three days. Including New Years, but oh well, it shouldn't be too bad.
The last couple days have been good. Last night was fun, absinthe is good, and very strong. Yay for never getting hangovers! I'm bored. I'm bored a lot lately, there is really nothing to do for the last little while, which is my fault, but oh well, it was worth it.
I get this computer next week! Yay, that means it goes in my room, plus I get more hard drive space once I delete all my brothers stuff.
I don't really have anything to write about, I just figured it would be a good idea to do a post.
-Robert.
-Note: I actually have to work at 3 today, and possibly the same tomorrow. SHitty!

Christmas Party Post

2006-12-25T14:35:00.002-05:00

This is our blog post for the Christmas Day Party at Michelle's. We will use this to keep track of who was here and when. Everything that comes after this is not my responsibility.
2:38 December 25th: Kyle, Kevin, Janine and I are here.
5:02 december 25th: bath room is kevins time machine.
7:00 december 25th: We have party favours, Kyle, Kevin, Janine, Tunga and I are chilling out, Will and Kenny are out and about. I love party favours!!!!
9:00pm December 25th: We just got back in from the roof. It was cool, Kevin wanted to throw the screen off the roof, I told him not to, so he didn't. We drank champaigne, I didn't like it very much... Oh well.
10:somethingpm michelle came home, liked the art more stuff happend, every one left, bert came back with that girl sometime, michelle came back from jons and got to the computer where she saw this and thought she would add to it, (we should take pictures of my house) and rene and his brother supposedly are showing up still?
2:00am bert and girly were "sleeping" rene and his brother showed up and we watched music videos and an episode of heros, they left
7:00am rene and brother left (i feel bad i dont remeber his name) i watched south park and past out
12:54 pm boxing day bert got up and now we're sitting on the couch and he is drinking POP

SAVE ME!!!!

2006-12-23T21:54:00.000-05:00

Seriously, someone come and rescue me, I don't know if I will be able to survive tomorrow It's nothing to do with my family, my parents are fine, so is my sister, but there is absolutely nothing to do! I need something to do, none of my christmas presents will entertain me for an entire day. Regardless of how much I'd like to, I can't read my book all day. I wish my sister and her boyfriend could drop me off in Owen Sound on their way to Kitchener tomorrow, but I doubt they can, or if I'm even allowed to leave yet. I just can't sit around here another day without something to do. Also, my favourite part(please note the sarcasm), my parents have no cell reception at their house, so if you send me a text message or call me, there is a decent chance my phone never rang. Fuckin country! I don't know, maybe if I drink enough I can sleep in tomorrow, seeing as though I got up at like eight this morning. This fucking sucks, at least when I'm at home I can get up and go do something, but here there is nowhere for me to go. I have to stay in the house all damn day. I was seriously considering walking up the hill my parents live on, due to the fact that the top of the hill gets reception. I just want to be back in Owen Sound, because compared to this place, it is awesome.
Fucking country can kiss my ass!
-Robert

Last Few Days

2006-12-20T12:00:00.000-05:00

The last few days have been good, other than a minor, knife wielding psychopath or two, but that is getting settled.

Yay! I'm leaving on friday night to go to Tobermory. Which also means I won't be attending the friday party. I did all my Christmas shopping last night, it only took a couple of hours, and most of those was screaming about what to get people. Christmas bothers me, not the whole commercialness thing, that I couldn't care less about, its just what to get people that I'm never sure about, it makes me feel like an ass-hat because it shows just how much I know about the person I'm buying it for, although I think I may not have done too bad this year, all my presents except two are down pat for quality. One is a bit of a joke between me and my dad, but I'm sure he will pick up on it. And the other one, well I just hope she likes it, thats the important part, which is the problem. Oh well, we'll see.

Oh no!!! I have no book to read! What the fuck am I going to do. Shit! what should I read, I'm not going to start the same series over again a third time. Well I'm sure I will figure something out.

-Robert P.S.: I am going to start the series over again, It's just too good!

The Week

2006-12-16T16:42:00.000-05:00

The last few days has been pretty good, except for last night, which was weird. O well. Nothing really important going on lately. Um... I'm going to Tobermory on the 23rd and 24th for Christmas at my parents, which should be ok. On Christmas day I'm going to be hanging out with Kevin.
Wow..... I really have nothing to say, I'm off to work then.
-Robert

Clean and Move

2006-12-12T23:03:00.000-05:00

So I have to clean out my room; I am moving all my stuff into my brothers room, because he is making the one part of the living room into his room, and I also get the Futon in the living room as my bed.
I had fun today, I hung out at Neil's with Kevin and Janine, then Aaron, Will and Kelton showed up. Kevin, Will and I went downtown and then to Tunga's and now I'm at home(I've been home for a while but I was hanging out with Ashly and Ken for a bit). I still need to get to the hospital, because the fact that I could have had pneumonia all last winter, and get it again now, is bad. O well, I lived through the last one. But now that I know what it could be, it is a little worrisome.
I should probably eat something soon, and try and get a bit of cleaning done before I go to bed.
-Robert

Illness

2006-12-12T10:49:00.000-05:00

Well, I've been sick for a little while now, and I had the same sickness last year, and it lasted like a couple of months, problem is that I don't know what it is. I should probably go up to the hospital or something, but I'm lazy. I may just wait until Christmas, when my sister comes home, and ask her if she can figure out wtf is wrong with me(she is a nurse btw).
Other than the whole being sick thing, I'm doing pretty well, I'm getting a decent amount of hours at work this week, which is good since I have to take the entire paycheck I get a week from now, and go Christmas shopping. And I do have the day off and a dime. Could turn out to be a good day.
I think I need to do something, what it is, when I'm supposed to do it, and where I'm supposed to do it are a mystery... Hmmm...
-Robert

Wow...

2006-12-11T03:26:00.000-05:00

... It is 3:30am and that means I have only been up for 12 hours, I can't believe I slept in that late, oh well.

T.v. Night was good, we sat around watched T.v.(duh!), it was fun. I did however remember why I don't mind not having cable or anything, Commercials. After seeing the same commercials at every commercial break for a couple of hours, I remember how much I hate them. It has nothing to do with the fact that they are trying to shamelessly promote a product so I will buy it, but they are interrupting the good T.v. shows to do it. I don't care about advertising on the net, I have a pop-up blocker, and its easy to ignore adds on pages. T.v. adds are just so pushy. Oh well, I can put up with them, since I usually only have to do once a week.
I should get to reading a bit of Stephen King before I go to sleep. I downloaded a torrent pack of 99 Stephen King books/short stories. I started The Long Walk first because I haven't read it in a while and it is one of my favourites.
-Robert

Weekend

2006-12-10T03:58:00.000-05:00

Well my weekend has been good, Friday was, for the most part, entertaining, of course there was some un-fun things, but that happens. Spent the first part of my day on Saturday hanging out at Neil's with Kevin, Sam and Janine. I had to work at 5 though, which wasn't too bad, it was busy, but its been worse before. I have no idea what I am going to do tomorrow; role-playing is off due to the fact that Tunga is recovering from having his tonsils removed. I will probably go to T.v. night, assuming that there is going to be one. I may just sit around and do nothing at home though, which might be fun too.
Wow, it is getting early, I should probably finish up with this..... Okay, I'm done.
-Robert

Dance!

2006-12-07T16:37:00.000-05:00

Well I am actually going to a school dance, something I haven't done in a few years, but I am actually looking forward to it, I think it will be fun. Not sure what is going on afterwards, but I imagine we will find something to do. See some of you there.
-Robert

Update: I definitely enjoyed myself today. I'm glad I went.

So-So

2006-12-07T01:24:00.001-05:00

I figure today was an okay day. I sat around and got stoned all day, drank cough syrup to try and stop my throat from hurting. Although I think that to much cough syrup makes me throw up, of course that is just a theory, no factual evidence to support that *shifty eyes*. O well, the day was fun, something was missing, but o well, that happens. Tomorrow should be good too. Maybe actually do something productive for a change. Well, I will talk to many of you in a bunch of hours.
-Robert

Happy?

2006-12-06T01:24:00.000-05:00

Well, to be honest, I think today was the first day in a very long time, that I've been high, and actually thoroughly enjoyed it, I didn't feel tired or anything, I was just happy. I figure the reason is pretty obvious. I think this is one of the only things I could have done to pick my mood up. Why? Simple, because it is what I wanted to do, I did it because I felt like it, no one talked me in to it, no one tried to talk me out of it, and its really helped. Things may be going good again soon. I only hope I can keep it together for a while(well I did take all those snowballs in the back, which means I'm doing better than usual).

Well...

2006-12-05T07:24:00.000-05:00

Things may actually be under control... maybe, we will see how the day goes, but things have been settled, confusion cleared up and all that stuff. Well now I have to see how people react to my forthcoming choices. I am really not sure why I am going to do this, well thats not totally true, but someone else looking at it through their own perspective wouldn't understand what I was doing, but then again sometimes I don't understand what I'm doing.... oh well. I don't really care what anyone thinks so I don't really care how people react, but it may require some explaining on my part, I'm sure anyone who understands what just happened will not question it though.
"Someone to fall through the cracks..." I think I've let this happen to many times; there are so many people I wish I could have held on to, but they are in the past(well some of them anyway, others continue to be active in the present).
God damn is it ever early. I got up at 6:30, and thats really fucking early for me, Hell this is probably the earliest I've gotten up in a long time. Not sure If I'm going to school early, I may just for the hell of it, gives me lots of time to read. Speaking of reading, I'm going to read The Long Walk now, I totally recommend this book to anyone. Its Stephen King, check it out.
-Robert

I'm an idiot!

2006-12-02T04:24:00.000-05:00

I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot!I'm an idiot! I'm an asshole.

Well the above statement(s) pretty much sums everything up.

Note: I retract that statement as many times as I said it.... But I'm still an asshole, not for any particular reason, I just enjoy it.

LoL! December

2006-12-01T13:33:00.000-05:00

4:30 am fun-dip is awesome. as is 1:30pm fun-dip.

God damn fucking people!

Weekend

2006-11-26T01:25:00.000-05:00

Apparently people have actually started to read this, so now I feel compelled to post.
Had a great time on Friday at Alpha House, it was pretty fun. I got home at two on Saturday, and had to work at five, unfortunately I fell asleep at like 4:30 and didn't wake up until about 20 after five, but I made it to work at 5:30. It was really busy, which made it kinda shitty, not to mention the fact that I was still really tired from not sleeping much, oh well.
Role-playing tomorrow, which may be fun, damn I sure hope we get a level up soon, that would be good, and make me happy. And thats all my news for the weekend so far.
-Robert

Tuesday! (again)

2006-11-21T16:05:00.000-05:00

Yay exciting! I'm doing laundry, for the first time in... well I'll leave that detail out, lest you all be disgusted(or I think some of you might be).
Not much interesting going on tonight... Except that kyle and I are going to see Happy Feet at 9:40, which is apparently good, although it is a children's movie. It did beat Casino Royale in the box office over the weekend, which is kinda cool.
Um..... yay my rent for next month is paid, which is good, even though I am still broke(pretty much).
-Robert

Tuesday! (technically)

2006-11-21T01:12:00.000-05:00

Well I actually managed to get out of bed in the morning, even though when I woke up I had this ridiculously sore upper back, which is still a little sore, but it isn't to bad, so I should manage.

I was told today that due to the recent decisions of a certain person(s) that I may have been led on, well more like dragged behind a car(at highway speed), for the last two months (approximately) for absolutely no reason. Since I have yet to hear this from the person who was driving, I am trying to avoid being angry with that person, for I may have been misled. However if it is true, then I am going to be one very unfriendly person, to most of you, only a few exceptions will be made. I will also say this, I'm done being lied to. If anyone plans on lying to me, know this, you run a serious risk of losing my friendship if I find out. Some of you have already lost my friendship, and may not even know it. That, however, may be due to the fact that you didn't realize that acting against my best friend would make me hate you, but it does. Others have not lost friendship, only respect, mostly because I was foolish enough to think you had better judgment than the last three days has shown me.

These last couple months have been absolutely hellish, and I congratulate anyone who has managed to stay out of all the bullshit that has been flung around. And now, even if you had no part in all this shit, I would hope you would take it upon yourself to help clean things up, but no one seems to care enough to get their hands dirty.
-Robert

Monday

2006-11-20T12:15:00.000-05:00

I should probably be gone to school already, not that im late or anything, just that it is nice to hang out with people, but today I fell crappy, when I woke up my back hurt, it still hurts, my legs are sore, what all this could possibly be from I have no idea. Oh well... I'll be fine.
Role-Playing went good yesterday, we got to kill guys with big axes, it was easy considering the fact that we had guns and they didn't. Of course they did manage to do some damage to me, and Marshall, but other than that we kicked their ass. Oh, we also stopped a mugging in an alley way, even though we had no reason to, I felt like it would be fun, so we got into a fight with a guy wielding a club that was like 6 feet long, I killed him with my sword after he got shot once or twice, it was funny; he dealt a lot of damage out to people.
Um... nothing really else exciting going on lately, of course there are a few things that have happened recently that I am none to pleased about(you know who you are and you should know I am not happy with you), considering Friday. Except that now I have an even bigger urge to hit someone, someone who deserves it, I know I would feel better if I did it, but certain parties that just recently became involved would not be happy with me, but her judgment, by my observations, is off so it wouldn't really matter.
Damn people and their stupid choices, damn people and their not making choices, and just damn everyone. You all annoy me(well almost all of you).
-Robert

Sunday!

2006-11-19T11:33:00.000-05:00

It's Sunday, and you know what that means... Role Playing!! Hopefully it will be a little more exciting than last session, all we did was shop for food and new clothes, oh and my character bought a t.v.
Well last night was fun, man that stupid bucket in the bathtub was uncomfortable, I considered moving it, but I was to lazy. Um.... I recommend that anyone who hasn't already gone down the the Seed, Andrew Simon's store next to Dave Formager's Music & More, that you do so soon, and if you go on Monday or Tuesday, you can keep Jon company, Thats mostly what I did in the afternoon before work yesterday, seeing as though I slept through the Santa Clause parade. Oh well.
Works been busy lately, not enough to suck, but it gets less fun when its busy. Whatever, I live with it, especially when I get paid.
And now I'm out of things to talk about, see you all later.
-Robert

Yay Party

2006-11-18T03:14:00.000-05:00

I was at Alpha House tonight, had some fun, I enjoyed most of it. Now I am crashing at Michelle's because I don't feel like going home, but I figured since I won't be doing a post tommorow during the day, then I should do one now.
Not much news to tell(I never have news). Things are going pretty good, I think I have things mostly under control, some things are still a bit up in the air, but I imagine they will settle down when the wind dies. Some weird stuff has been going down lately, and it is kind of the reason I skipped school a couple days this week to stay home by myself, and just do nothing with my day. They helped, as did killing people in other countries, in a virtual manner of course, but it still worked.
Thats it for tonight, see some of you soon and others later.
-Robert

P.S. Check this out - http://www.trendpimp.com/media/542/Worlds_biggest_non_nuclear_explosion.html
and this - http://www.tampabays10.com/news/local/article.aspx?storyid=43737

Firiday, Nov. 17, 4:34pm

2006-11-17T16:41:00.000-05:00

Damn it. I have to work in like 15 minutes. I suppose I should get ready now, but first a post.

I don't think I have any news today, other than, once I have money(sometime next week) kyle and I are going to go see Happy Feet, even though I have no idea what it's about, all I know is that the preview has a baby penguin rapping, and come on, how cool is that. Anyone else can come if they like, we will probably be going on Tuesday, provided I get paid on Monday.
Um... Nothing really important going on today, have to go to work now, but I will probably be stopping by Alpha House to wish Toke a happy birthday. See you all later.
-Robert

Update

2006-11-16T13:41:00.000-05:00

I just realized how long its been since the last time I posted here, and apparently not posting in your blog for months at a time bothers some people. Oh well, I'm here now, and that is something at least. I have class in like 10 minutes, but I felt like crap when I woke up this morning and I don't plan on going anywhere today, at least not until my brother comes home. Umm.... I don't really have any important news other than that my brother might be moving to Toronto in September to go to Seneca, which means I will need an apartment or a roommate by then, although I'm sure I can find someone to live with me. I know lots of people who want to move out of their house. So I have the day off and I'm probably gonna sit around and do nothing all day, seeing as though I can't afford to have fun. Oh well.

I have had a birthday since the last time I posted. I am 18 now, but I still haven't boughten any fireworks or porn though, which doesn't really matter, but I do need to buy porn if my plan of distributing it to random children in Owen Sound. Or, maybe leaving porn in random places in public would be fun, like the bus stop or something like that. Oh... and I can also buy knives and other assorted weapons that do not require a firearms license which kinda makes me wanna buy a compound bow or a long bow.
Interesting story involving weapons/hunting, Kenny, Colin and Kevin got into a car accident last week because of some stupid dear, and now Colin has a broken colar bone, so Kyle has decided that once Colin is healed, he is going hunting dear, which is cool because he does not need to get a hunting license (stupid native status card).

Ummm what else is new? nothing really, I guess I will see most of you sometime in the near future, and I promise I will try to update more often.
-Robert

CAUTION: Depressing

2006-07-04T11:37:00.000-04:00

Some of you may know this, some of you may not, but Sophia and I are no longer a couple. This was a decision that I feel I needed to make, involving the change in my life. I'm changing, I'm quitting bad habits, becoming more hygenically concious, hell I'm even going to the Y to work out, trying to get into shape for once.

If any of you feel you need to know the reason I made this decision, then ask Sophia, because I'm not talking about it anymore after I'm done writing this blog. There is one reason I made this decision that I will relay to those few people who read this blog. I used to date someone, some of you know her, actually probably all of you know her, but I have recently realized that my feelings for her are still there, and that they havn't deteriated over the six months we have been apart. She knows this, I told her how I felt about her still, even though I have no idea how she feels about me now, as the end of our relationship was her idea. I still think that it can work, because no matter how I feel, if we are together or talking or whatever, she always manages to make me laugh and feel happy, which is good because I'm not really happy very often. I know that I can't always make her laugh, but if I do, it is the best feeling I have ever had. Lately the only time I've felt happy is when I've gone out for walks at around 11 the past few days, just walking around by myself, thinking about what I'm supposed to do. Maybe we aren't supposed to be together, maybe she really doesn't want to be with me anymore, but even that won't change how I feel.

Updates and Such

2006-07-02T12:03:00.000-04:00

I have again failed to regularly complete internet tasks I've set out for myself. I often join forums and such and lose interest after a bit, MoN is probably the longest runing commitment i've had to any forum, except maybe dA, but that almost doesn't count as I'm not very active on it. Well anyway onto news. I'm going to mention it, cuz its news, even though most of you already know it, Ken and Ashly are no longer together, ashly took her bearded dragon and both her cats, so we went from seven pets to 4 pets in one day. The apartment would be great once all ashly's stuff is gone, cuz there would be room, but this place is too expensive and we are looking for a place that is a little cheaper, and unfortunatly probably smaller. I'm not working as much as I need to be, I have to pay rent and all now, so I'm not spending any money for a while.

I just noticed how often I hear sirens going through downtown, It often happens at least once a day, if a day goes by and I don't hear silence, its actually rare. It makes me wonder what exactly they are all for.

Overall things are going good, I don't really have anything to complain about, not publicly anyway. My motivation to write this blog was basicly just a realization that I need to try and keep people informed of whats going on, now that I don't see ppl anymore. Thats pretty much it so I guess I'll try and post again sometime soon.

My Hair Is Gone....

2006-05-05T09:44:00.000-04:00

....but now I will be getting a paycheck, so I'm not to mad about it. Somepeople don't like my hair, but a lot of people do, so I'm happy (Sofa: seexy). But yeah, I am going to be working at Nathaniel's, it is like 2o meters down the road from my apartment, so I'm pretty happy about that. I think I'm going to go out to the Escartment again tonight, because I want to take some pictures up there, I saw some really cool views. I start this Saturday at 4 and I'll probably be doing dishes, which is easy, so I don't care.

Climbing and Hair

2006-05-04T07:40:00.000-04:00

Gah! I have to go and try to get a job today, my parents are comming to get me to take me around. They also want me to get my hair cut, so I can get a job. If i already had a job, then I would cut my hair, the problem is that if I don't get a job, then I have cut my hair for no reason. The whole situation bothers me.

Me, Angus, and Kyle went over to the West Hill area yesterday after school and climbed up to the top of the ridge, we climbed around until we ended up across the road from the movie theatre, we found some awesome views and some good spots to climb, and no one fell to their death, which in a couple spots, could have happend. We will probably be going back up next week some time, people should come with us. It takes a little bit of effort and climbing skill in some spots, but its worth it to get to the top. I better eat breakfast before Kyle shows up (if he does).

...oh yeah, I'll be posting probably everymorning, as long as I actually have something to talk about.

I have a(nother) blog

2006-05-03T08:07:00.000-04:00

I now have a blog, here, if you didn't notice. I'm just posting once now so I have a post when people go to see it, and this is going to be short, as a I have to leave for school in a couple of minutes. But yeah, I'm going out on thursday to look for a job, my parents are comming down to drive me around, they also want me to get a haircut, which I might, even though i really don't want to. I don't know why, but after having fairly long hair for a couple years, I really hate short hair, it just bothers me now, but whatever, I need a job, and I can put up with short(er) hair for a little while, it always grows back anyway. I've been in a really pissed off mood lately, everything that people do or say around me that I would usually just ignore is starting to get to me and make me angry. The most recent example of this was in my politics class, we were about to start writing a test, and the teacher asked someone to take of their headphones while they wrote it, and they refused, and when they finally did take them of, it was like they were fucking 10 years old, it bugged the shit out of me. We are in grade 12 people, show a little maturity and do what people ask you, especially when its something so god damn simple as taking off your headphones. Fuck people suck.... except for some.