Well...

Things may actually be under control... maybe, we will see how the day goes, but things have been settled, confusion cleared up and all that stuff. Well now I have to see how people react to my forthcoming choices. I am really not sure why I am going to do this, well thats not totally true, but someone else looking at it through their own perspective wouldn't understand what I was doing, but then again sometimes I don't understand what I'm doing.... oh well. I don't really care what anyone thinks so I don't really care how people react, but it may require some explaining on my part, I'm sure anyone who understands what just happened will not question it though.
"Someone to fall through the cracks..." I think I've let this happen to many times; there are so many people I wish I could have held on to, but they are in the past(well some of them anyway, others continue to be active in the present).
God damn is it ever early. I got up at 6:30, and thats really fucking early for me, Hell this is probably the earliest I've gotten up in a long time. Not sure If I'm going to school early, I may just for the hell of it, gives me lots of time to read. Speaking of reading, I'm going to read The Long Walk now, I totally recommend this book to anyone. Its Stephen King, check it out.
-Robert